f**** stupid jibai college

i know i know i don't double post in one month often. but this just has to go up. i'm walking to college in the morning about 7.20 am, i'm half asleep and i hear this junkie shouting god-knows-what in the college parking lot/compound. a few of the students walking in front of me avoid him by moving over to the side and walking past. I just walk past n the guy comes up to me and throws a weak ass punch to the back of my head. Wasn't really painful on impact it sorta felt like when you juggle a football with your head sorta thing. i turn around n the fucker is already 10 meters away..so i think no point in me wasting my time going after him and showing him what a real punch is supposed to feel like. anyway wht really pissed me off is not the fact that i was attacked cuz it was a lame ass attack but the fact when i went to the college n saw the security guard wiping the goddamned motherfucking canteen tables. I mean what the fuck my parents dont fork out rm5K a sem for fees for the goddamnned security guard to wipe motherfucking tables..they've got fucking cleaners to do that shit. what if it were someone else who was hit in the head. a girl even. then the college would be facing a seriously fucked up lawsuit frm the parents. as it is my parents would have freaked out if i told them i got hit IN the college compound(which obviously i didnt seeing as mckl rarely does shit so no point my dad wasting his breath)...mckl is fucked..

kacau lar..

hmm interesting last 3 weeks, exams are over so now just waiting for the papers to be returned. Somehow the lecturers taking their own sweet time to mark the damn papers. Oh well. Met up with the guys on friday. Wanted to go to cheras ended up going to bangsar instead haha. It was cool although xians car got locked in at school haha. Wondering what to do now that exams are over. Went to an IYE seminar today. Second one since I became rebound lol. Met some of the other rebounds, all long term ones though. Must admit they put the idea of going on a year long exchange in my head. hmm might go after A-levels depending on my results. A gap year doesnt sound so bad actually. Get the mind of her*. Don't know why but its really been bugging at me the last few days especially. Better move fast to find out whether i'll sink or swim. Oh well.

crash boom bang

first paper over, damn stupid wei studied for all the tough stuff but only the basic stuff came out. F*** now must concentrate on accounts..kinda hard to do when the game is getting complicated. the situation seems similar..get close then get cold shouldered for no obvious reason. why am i always attracted to the type. i'll nvr learn. hmm once tht is over be expecting it. jumping off the skyscraper rarely works but this calls for extreme measures.

uno

sheesh. Damn bored. Got trials coming up in 2 weeks and got plenty to study for business. stupid idiots couldnt make simpler textbooks instead of putting lots of junk in them. haiz. gotta study alot and got stupid malaysian studies assignment. stupid subject. hmm i dropped lit..which frees up a lot of my time hahah which as it is there is a lot of already. hmm on that other thing i'm still contemplating to make the shot. ball is perfectly placed and i know which angle..but i just haven't kicked it

shock and awe

No shit i'm actually blogging twice in one month=O. yes its true i'm that bored haha. stupid literature hw. doesnt help that i didnt actually read that stupid book. why these stupid admin ppl have to chose damn depressing books i'll never know. Its so hard to critic a damned depressing book. If it were a cheerful one then all we'd have to do is point out the negative side to it and make it so depressing. We can't exactly do the opposite for a depressing story bcuz ITS F***ING DEPRESSING. I hate prose as well btw

run till silence splits you open

hmmm...impossible to not feel conflicted. Why is it i always act like a goon when it comes to these kind of situations? I've already screwed up the first time,I can't let this one go down the same path. Problem is the wheels are already turning and i don't know how to turn it in the other direction. Damn, why'd life had to be so F***ed up like this. What I wouldn't give for the old days where things were simpler

sweet...

weird.Its only july and we already have to start considering university applications for next year and i honestly have no idea what I wanna do yet. I wonder if there is such a thing as a course for football player agents,they make a hell lotta money man.The ones in europe,not in malaysia obviously. Ah well, I'll just keep browsing through prospectus till i find something that strikes a chord. Manutd is coming down this week(WOHOO) and yours truly has tickets to go see the match and the training session, and I got the expensive tickets too so I'll be really up close enough to get autographs(hopefully). Only problem is i have to take my scouser-fan brother with me. Nothing is ever perfect in this world is it =D. Hmm my old "friend" is back again after a 2 year absence. Stupid palm sensitivity to chlorine among other things. Thank god for protex, although it'll be a while till I completely recover. Darn.